Aug
31

Bead of the Week

A glass beadThis is a bead that I made after the Gathering but before the trip to California. I got this glass at the Gathering from FlameTree Glass. I love the way they display their glass – in a rainbow of colors all around the table. This year they also had goblets that Lance had made, each one filled with small beads made of different colors of glass. It was hard to restrain myself, but I did. I got a good amount of this colored glass though, so I figured I’d better use some of it.

I really like the off-center shape of this bead. I like the way the black shows up against the base color – I don’t get that nice of a contrast with some colors. I also like the way the purple dot goes with the base color. I think the design is nice too. I was actually thinking about keeping this bead myself. But, I guess I’ll try to sell it instead. If you want it, it’s listed in my Etsy shop.

 

Aug
29

Last Week in the Studio

Some glass beadsIt really felt good to be home and making beads again after all the traveling I did this summer. I was able to work on some ideas that I’ve had since the Gathering. In the past, I’ve heard other people talk about their “art,” and never really felt like I was creating art. I told myself that creativity was like a muscle, and I just needed to exercise mine – it would develop. Still, it was slow going, and ideas were few and far between. Now, this past week I’ve had several ideas. I seem to be inspired and it feels great!

The beads in the first picture show two new developments – wavy lines and a new shape. The wavy lines were a happy accident. I was inspired after the Gathering to make thinner lines, but when I tried to apply the glass, I ended up with a curvy line. I decided to go with it and see what happened. The shape came about as the result of my contemplating buying a new tool. The tool basically is a mold to make a perfect bicone (two cones stuck together with the fat ends in the center). I decided not to get the tool because I couldn’t make the largest part of the bead closer to one end than the other. So then I had to go make some beads out of the new shape (I squish the bead flat once I get it shaped into a bicone).

Some more glass beads

The second picture shows two beads that feature raked dots. I was thinking about what I could do with lines and dots – the major design elements in my “Oxford” beads, and it hit me that I raked the back of the beads – why not do that to the front? Of course I wondered how it would look with the stacked dots that I use – would all the dots be raked? As you can see, the smaller dots are distorted by the raking, but not as much as the outer ones are. I am pleased with the result. The other major design element on these beads is a thicker line with dots attached. I got this idea from a pattern sourcebook that I have. It was actually a bit of a challenge to pull the glass for the thicker line after all the work I’ve done to get thinner lines, but it wasn’t too bad. I like how these beads turned out, and plan to make more in different colors.

Yet more beads

The third picture shows two beads where I played with different base colors. I have long been sort of color challenged and wanted to work on that. One day it occurred to me that I could used more than one color in the bas of my “Oxford” beads. Then, of course, the question was how to apply them. I decided to layer the colors. So for the bead on the left, I put down a layer of clear, then a layer of purple, then a layer of blue. I did the opposite for the bead on the right. I also used primarily white lines because I wasn’t sure how well the black lines would show up. I’m not crazy about the pick-up-sticks look of the bead on the left, but I figure someone might like it.

Last week in the studio I also spent some time working on stringer control. I have been working on spirals. Spirals are difficult because you are constantly changing direction. When making these sorts of designs on beads it is important to move the bead instead of moving the glass that you are applying. It is not like writing or drawing at all! I also spent some time working on something special which I will not tell about right now, but I hope it will be good! All in all, I think it was a productive week, and I am happy with the way it went.

Aug
26

New Etsy Store!

A glass beadWell, now that I’m back from California and will be settled for a month or so, and now that I seem to be doing better health-wise, I’ve decided to be more productive. Part of my new productivity includes opening an Etsy store. I’m really excited about this, but also a little nervous. What if nobody buys my beads? I mean that’s the whole point of opening a store.

Another glass bead

I’ve been posting a bead or two every day at Lampwork Etc., a place where glass bead makers post their work in a daily gallery. This is a little nerve-wracking too. But, so far people have gone to my Etsy store from the site and actually added a few things to their favorites. I’ve also gotten a couple of compliments on the beads in the forum. So that’s a little encouraging.

One thing I’m really excited about in the store is the “Pendant Option.” This is a separate item that you can purchase for a minimal amount, and I will make any bead into a ready to wear pendant. I use sterling silver findings, and a sterling silver bail. This is perfect for people who want something ready to wear – all that’s needed is a silver chain or a cord of some sort.

Another glass bead

Once I get several beads listed I plan to dabble in advertising. This is a shocking idea for me. I mean, it’s an investment in the whole concept, and much more active than what I did before. I didn’t sell all that much on Etsy before, and that was mostly to people who I knew. I only hade one sale to a total stranger. Hopefully this will go better.

Stocking the store is going slowly. It took me forever to get the first items listed. There seems to be a steep learning curve for me. I had to check tags, and titles, and take pictures. I’ve gotten faster at listing items now, but I’m still not happy with the image sizes. I’m sure there will be a gazillion different things that I will have to correct and change as I go along, but I decided to learn by doing, and jump right in. Hopefully I won’t mess anything up too badly while I am learning, but I’m human and I have to accept that I will spend some time correcting my mistakes.

Aug
25

Trip to California

Giant Redwood TreesWell, I’m certainly doing enough traveling this summer! On Sunday night I got back from a 10 day trip to California. I went for Dr. McDougall’s clinic. This was a trip that was all about health and food. I didn’t take any pictures of the food though, so all I have is pictures of one of our field trips. The first one is of some giant redwood trees. I can’t remember when I enjoyed walking in the woods more. It was truly lovely. The second picture is of the Pacific coast. And the third picture is on some marine mammals that were lying on the beach. Can’t pass up a picture of marine mammals!

It was a long trip out there – I had to get out of the house by 5:45 AM!!! And there was a two-hour bus trip to Santa Rosa once I got to San Francisco. What I discovered is that I like that area of the country. This is the third time I’ve been to the area, and each time I’ve really enjoyed it. I didn’t get to see much of California. We were kept pretty busy with the program. The first weekend half of the people (53 total) saw the doctor on Sat. and half saw the doctor on Sun. while the other half went to a Chinese restaurant that has a McDougall menu, visited the redwoods, and a couple of stops on the coast. The other field trip was to a Thai restaurant that has a McDougall menu, Luther Burbank Home and Gardens, and Whole Foods.

The Pacific Coast

We had daily lectures from Dr. McDougall which focused on health issues. I had seen some of these in Costa Rica in a shorter format, but they were still very informative. We also had lectures from a registered dietician, a psychologist, and also one lecture from a chiropractor who told us how to get a C in fitness. In addition to lectures, there were five live cooking demonstrations with sample food. That was fun – and really good too! But most of the food had things in it that I’m trying to avoid right now so I can lose weight – like avocados, or nuts, or even worse – gluten (which I need to cut out all together – I’ll get to that in a bit). We also had several opportunities to exercise each day – a daily walk before breakfast, an hour of exercise in the middle of the day, and three yoga classes. There were three doctors appointments, with blood tests at the beginning and end of the program.

So why did I go, and What did I get out of it? Well, I’ve been thinking about that a lot recently. As for why I went – well, that was a question I had before the trip. When I was in Costa Rica I wanted to go, but I had forgotten why. And, I don’t think I would have gone if my mother hadn’t pushed me a little. Dr. McDougall reminded me of why I wanted to be there during the first lecture, however. You see, I have health issues, and I don’t like doctors – never have. Occasionally I’ll find a doctor I like, but generally I try to avoid them. I was impressed by Dr. McDougall. He is smart, well-educated, knows the science, radical, and passionate about what he does. I wanted him to be one of my doctors. If I’m going to have health issues, I want him on my team, and the 10 day clinic was the only way to do that. I also wanted to know if I could come off my ulcerative colitis medicine.

Marine Mammals

So I got a new doctor out of this trip – yay! ;) My cholesterol also dropped about 20 points – which was a little surprising because I have theoretically been on the diet since January except for Louisville, and possibly some Doritos the week before the trip. So, that just goes to show how quickly cholesterol can change, and what a big effect food has on your health. I also got to stop taking the ulcerative colitis medication, and I don’t have to go to Birmingham for gastroenterology appointments anymore – that’s good. I met a lot of really cool people, and saw how in just a week of eating the right diet their health improved. Physical fitness jumped several notches in my list of things that I need to pay attention to – that will have very positive long-lasting effects. And finally, I got some articles about schizophrenia and gluten, and a contact for getting more information on the subject.

Yes, that’s right – apparently schizophrenia can be caused by diet and treated with diet. I find this concept utterly amazing, and I’m not sure I believe it. I still have to read the articles I got – hopefully in the next couple of days. But, Dr. McDougall seems very sure that a dairy and gluten-free diet will allow me to come off my medications, so I have to try it. I remember a few months ago when I switched some medications and my memory improved a little bit. It made such a difference! There’s no telling how much I could benefit from this. But, I’m a little dubious. I really like cheese and wheat, and to say that I can never have them again makes me sad. I am not going to try coming off the medications right away though. I am going to lose the weight first. I think that makes sense. In the mean time, I’m focusing on my beads and being more productive.

Aug
07

Back From The Louisville Gathering

Well, I can’t believe it’s been a week since the Gathering and I haven’t updated my blog yet. I don’t have a picture of all the stuff I bought because I was on a budget this year and didn’t buy a whole lot. I did buy one bead and of course I got some glass – even some Double Helix glass which I said I wasn’t going to do. There weren’t many technical vendors this year which was sad, but it helped curb my spending. Noticeably absent was Mike Frantz of Frantz Art Glass. He is not well, and I know that I’m not alone in wishing him a speedy recovery. What I did bring home from the Gathering was a whole bunch of beads that I got in trade. I’m going to hang them up in my studio along with the beads that I got in previous years.

I think my favorite part of the Gathering – since shopping was out – was the presentations. When I looked at the presentations before I left I didn’t see many to get excited about. There seemed to be a lot of off topic presentations, and things that didn’t immediately scream interesting to me. I decided I was going to go to all the presentations anyway because I would feel like I missed something if I didn’t. I’m glad I did make it to all the presentations. I learned something from each of them.

There was a marketing presentation by Bruce Baker that managed to be inspirational while talking about the need to be able to adapt and change. There was a cold connection presentation by Robert Dancik the originator of Faux Bone TM that highlighted some different ways to combine glass beads into jewelry. And then there was the keynote speaker Donald Friedlich who is a renowned jewelry designer. He works with glass in his jewelry, but doesn’t work with beads. I even enjoyed the boro (hard glass) demonstrations which made me want to branch out into a whole other world of glass. Of course there were also soft glass bead demonstrations as well that I enjoyed thoroughly.

Another aspect of the Gathering that I enjoy is the gallery tour. Every year the ISGB puts on several gallery shows. It is absolutely amazing to see what people come up with and can create out of glass. There was a bead show with amazing beads, and a jewelry show (featuring glass beads of course). All in all it was a good Gathering. I came back with a gazillion different ideas floating around my head, and couldn’t wait to get back in to the studio.

And then, when I got home, I tanked. I don’t know what it was, but I just felt out of sorts and blah. I drove back last Monday, and I just didn’t feel like going into the studio on Tuesday. I made myself anyway and had a bad bead day. I cracked beads. I made ugly shapes. It was horrible. But finally, on Friday I was feeling better. I made a couple of beads that I still like today – beads that show progress of a sort. They build on the beads I’ve been making – similar, but with some added elements. That was positive. So hopefully this week I will make more beautiful beads, clean house a little, and prepare for my next adventure – a trip to California. I’m going to Dr. McDougall’s 10 day clinic. I kinda wish I could stay at home and focus on my beads, but my health is important, and I’ve already committed, so it’s off to CA I go. Hopefully I’ll learn lots and have some fun too.

Jul
23

This Week In The Studio

Week ending 2011-7-22 by atypically_meThis week in the studio I focused on making trade beads for the Gathering. I haven’t made beads in a couple of months, so it was really good to get back in the swing of things. I don’t know if it was my recent vacation, the medication change, or just feeling productive again, but I feel good about making beads again, and about life in general. Of course I’m getting all excited about the ISGB Gathering in Louisville next week, and looking forward to trading the beads that I’ve worked so hard on.

In the past I’ve had difficulty making the same bead over and over again, but this week I found it relaxing. I also found that I paid attention to the little things more. I learned more. For instance Ivory (the color of glass) spreads out when you press it into the base glass, whereas black sinks in more. I also found that I was making small changes to the design of the beads – the number of nested dots I put on the beads or where I put the colors. I think it’s nice for each bead to be slightly different.

Jul
19

Costa Rica – Turns Out It Wasn’t A Cult

I have to tell you, I wasn’t that thrilled with the idea of going on this trip when I first heard about it. It seemed kind of odd. I mean what kind of career is Doctor/Tour Operator? But hey, it was a trip to Costa Rica and I like going places and doing things, so even though I joked that it was a cult-vacation, I didn’t for a minute think about not going. Really, it’s a trip to an exotic location, a chance to get away from it all and have a little adventure at the same time, who wouldn’t want to go?

That said, I really enjoyed the food and the lectures that Dr. McDougall gave. I learned some stuff that was truly shocking. For example the Bovine Leukemia Virus is found in milk, antibodies to it have been detected in something like three quarters of people tested, and high levels of milk consumption are associated with higher incidences of leukemia. Now, I’m not saying you are going to catch cancer from milk, BUT I certainly don’t want to expose myself any more than necessary. If you want more information on this topic see this article in Dr. McDougall’s newsletter archive, complete with references. I don’t usually trust Doctors at all, but Dr. McDougall struck me as being someone who really knows what he’s talking about. No doubt he’s passionate about his diet, but it seems to stem from a genuine desire to see people healthy, and he isn’t pushy about it at all.

Ok, so what did I do when I wasn’t being converted to the whole-plant-based-diet point of view? Well, The first day was a day of “rest” and orientation. We actually got up very early for a 6:00 AM nature walk. The fun started right away. As we were waiting for the resort transportation cart to come pick us up I spotted some monkeys in the trees above our little bungalow. Then, we saw some amazing birds just a little way down the road from the entrance to the resort where we were staying. My favorite bird was the Turquoise-browed Motmot. I tried taking pictures, but the birds were too far away and back lit. I did get a decent picture of a Boa constrictor that one of the guides had found near his house and brought on the walk to release. Then, later in the day we went into the town of Liberia to see a giant tree and wander around the marketplace a bit.

For our first adventure we went out on a sailboat (not under sail) and the sun was intense. I have apparently gotten old at some point because I was afraid of loosing my balance and falling off the boat. I just sat and baked and listened to the conversation around me. We did go to a beach and snorkeled a bit. There wasn’t that much to see, although I did see a couple of pretty fish. But it was a nice time at the beach. Once back on the boat, I reapplied my sunscreen. I thought I had gotten everything but evidently I missed my feet because they ended up burnt.

The second adventure was a river raft trip. Class one and two rapids – nothing very exciting. It was just a nice trip down the river with some amazing wildlife and more birds. My mother had been to Costa Rica before and knew about the birds, so she rented some super duper binoculars for us to take on the trip. Boy was I glad we had them! In addition to birds we saw a lot of different types of trees, and there was a rumor of a crocodile, but it had disappeared by the time we got to it.

The third adventure was a trip to Santa Rosa National Park. Costa Rica has put aside quite a bit of land to be protected, and the park system has an interesting history. This area of the country is what is called a tropical dry forest. This is the rainy season so it was quite lush, but during the dry season it is supposed to look like a desert – most of the leaves are gone. Costa Rica is the only place where this type of forest can still be found. Unfortunately most of the tropical dry forest was cleared to make Big Macs and Whoppers. But Costa Rica is dedicated to preserving this forest and it is actually growing. So kudos to the small country with no military but big wildlife. We also saw monkeys during our walk in the forest. Here the binoculars came in handy again. It was amazing to see their faces as they went about their business.

The fourth adventure was the canopy tour. This was a series of 11 zip lines going from tree-top platform to tree-top platform. Some of the platforms were connected with suspension bridges. This was probably the most scary of all the adventures even though we had harnesses and always had a backup clip-thing-a-ma-bob. I don’t know the proper terminology. All I know is that at one point I was standing on this little platform high up in the trees, and I had to step up with no railing and then jump up to connect my main clip-thing-a-ma-bob onto the line. I was scared. But I did all 11 zip lines, and I came out unscathed. I did actually enjoy it a little bit. All in all, I’m glad I did it. And now I know that I am not crippled by fear – they did have to carry one guy down because he was so scared.

The last adventure was my favorite, I think. We went to Buena Vista Lodge to ride horses to some hot springs. I got a good horse – it didn’t like being behind the other horses or packed into a group with them, so I had a nice ride. We saw a toucan in a tree as we were leaving on the horse trail – it was awesome to look up and see a toucan just sitting there. Once we left the horses, we changed and sat in a steam room for a few minutes to open our pores. Then we slathered hot volcanic mud all over ourselves and stood around conversing while it dried. The showers to rinse off the mud were a little cool, but not too bad. After the cool shower, we got into hot spring pools and floated around for a while before changing back into clothes and heading back to the resort.

And then we went home. All in all I would have to say I had a pretty good time. I have a much better appreciation for Costa Rica as a country. They seem to be committed to some good causes. Besides a commitment to preserving their land, there are high taxes to discourage automobiles. Of course this means they have to have an efficient bus system to move people around. I have to say the roads were not great in Costa Rica. But no matter, they appear to have invested in their school system and have a 98% literacy rate. Also, as I mentioned they do not maintain a military, so they have the resources to put into education and conservation. I saw some great wildlife – even if I couldn’t get photos of most of it. I still can’t get over the monkeys in the trees over our room or the toucan in the tree at the ranch. And, we ate some great food. It was nice not having to worry about what to eat, and not having to cook, and not having to clean up. I almost didn’t want to come home.

Jul
02

I’ve been gone, but I’m back

A glass bead on a stick
Well it’s been a while since I posted, and a lot of things have been going on with me. Probably the biggest thing is that I started having symptoms of my disability just at the time when I was starting to seriously think about moving forward with my life. This required a medication change which is always a worrisome and difficult process. I also got a new car, traveled in it to NY, and actually started moving forward with my life.

I’m usually very shy of telling people this, but recent events have made me think I need to be open about this. I have schizoaffective disorder. I know most people don’t know what that is, so let me explain briefly. Schizoaffective disorder is like a combination of bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. Meaning that it combines the mood alteration aspects of bipolar disorder with the thought disruption aspects of schizophrenia in a particular way. No one knows what causes this disease or how to cure it. I am luckier than a lot of people with schizoaffective disorder. With medication, I am pretty much normal, (as normal as anyone is) but occasionally the medication can stop working even if you continue to take it faithfully, and this is what happened to me.

Going crazy (as I refer to it) is a scary, awful, draining, disruptive, and vastly misunderstood process. It is a terrible thing and something that I live in fear of. But, I’m looking at this recent experience as a positive because in the past I haven’t been able to recognize when things were starting to go wrong. It’s called ‘lack of insight’ and is part of the disease. Unfortunately, though I was able to ask for help, my doctor was out of the country. Thankfully, I was able to make it to the doctor’s appointment and get a medication change. But it was a close call.

Since no one really knows the disease process of schizoaffective disorder, treatment is sort of hit or miss. In this country, medication is the only offered treatment, which is a damn shame. Since each person responds to these very powerful drugs differently, getting the right medication – sometimes a cocktail of medications – is an arduous process. All medications have side effects, and the drugs used for mental illnesses can have particularly insidious ones. Again, I am lucky because I respond well to the newer medications which have fewer side effects, but it makes me a guinea pig. I can only hope that they will continue to research and come up with new medications so that when I need to change again, there is something new for me to try.

The first drug I tried seemed to be working well, but after a couple of months it was clear I was having problems. It can be difficult to tell what the problem actually is sometimes – was I depressed, or was I having negative symptoms? This is where the patient has to be the expert and tell the doctor what to do. Now, I am on a different medication which appears to be working well, but only time will tell.

In other news, I got a new car! It is a hybrid Honda Insight and I have really been enjoying it. At this point I’ve gotten used to it a little. I can find it in a parking lot, and I’m not trying to shift anymore. I decorated the car by putting the bead picture up top on a license plate on the front of my car. I didn’t even know that was possible until a friend pointed me in the direction of a place that did that kind of thing. I think it’s really cool, and have enjoyed it. I drove all the way to NY by myself to visit my father in my new car. I like driving, so that was fun. My father’s comment on the car was “I like your seat-belts.” Well, that’s something I guess.

Well, this post is pretty long so I’m going to leave off for now. If you’ve made it this far, thank you! Please leave a comment. I read somewhere that you should ask for comments, but I don’t know how to do that gracefully yet so this will have to suffice.

Mar
26

Michael Barley

A glass beadOn March 17th and 18th I had the pleasure of taking a Southern Flames class taught by Michael Barley at Beads by Design. It was a great class – beautiful beads, and great instruction. I should say the beautiful beads were Michael’s, not mine. Some classes I do really well in, and some I do not. The Leah Fairbanks class I took last year is one where I made really nice beads. But, in the Michael Barley class, my beads did not come out so well. This is the best bead I made, and as you can see, it’s got some obvious problems. One problem I had with this bead is that the bead release broke. The bead was just spinning on the mandrel. I rotated the mandrel, but the bead just sat there, sagging in the flame. So, it is lopsided. Oh well. But the technique is there, and I’m pleased with it anyhow.

I really enjoy taking these glass classes, but I almost didn’t take this one. I’m glad I did though. It is just so much fun sitting around the table with other people, chatting, and making beads. Browsing the teacher’s beads is always awe inspiring, and the first class gets first pick of the beads. And, getting out of town is always a good thing. Plus, it is fun to learn new techniques.

One thing I learned from this class is shaping of the base bead. I’ve been practicing Michael’s technique for forming and shaping beads this past week. I really like the shape of the beads, but it doesn’t lend itself to the kind of decoration that I have been doing with the “Oxford Beads” that are visible on the Gallery page at robinmeltsglass.com/gallery-2. So, I decorated these new shapes with flowers. I had tons of fun experimenting with different color combinations for the stems and flowers. I played with aventurine (both gold and blue), and Double Helix glass. So the beads have sparkles and shiny dots on them as well. Here are some of the beads I made in the last week:

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Jan
29

Sara Sally LaGrand

Glass CorsageLast weekend (Jan. 21 – 22) I took a class with Sara Sally LaGrand and this is what I made. It is a glass corsage – it has a pin in the back. This one that I made is not balanced very well – it sort of flops a little. If I make another one I’ll have to balance the pin better. But it was a very fun class, and I’m glad I took it.

This class, of all the classes I’ve taken has really made me think the most though. One of the major themes of this class was the “organic” nature of Sara Sally’s work. By that I don’t mean how carbon reacts with other elements as with organic chemistry. No, in the lampworking milieu “organic” can refer either to the reactions of certain colors with each other (mixing colors with glass is not like mixing paint pigments), or to forms that are more free flowing and not perfectly symmetrically shaped. I think my greatest contribution to the conversation was to point out that Sara Sally does indeed have very good heat control and precision in shaping her glass corsage components, she just doesn’t push for perfect symmetry.

I personally like the freedom and stress free aspect of organic beads, but I also like the precision and technically driven beads as well. I want to be able to do both. And apparently that is difficult – people usually either do perfectly round or they don’t. There’s not a lot of switching around.

Another topic of conversation that got me thinking was about Art. I’ll have to write a separate post about that at some point, because that’s a big topic. Sara Sally made the comment that art is 90% thinking and 10% doing. By that definition I am not an artist because I don’t put a lot of thought into my beads. I do put some thought into them, but I find that the more I think, the less likely I am to get anything done.

And another thing that got me thinking was something that one of the women said. I had shown her my blog on the first day, and that night she and her husband visited the blog and clicked on the link to The China Study – the book that convinced my mother to go vegan – and downloaded the book. Well, she made the comment that it was so great that I had the blog, and I think it’s fantastic that at least someone found it useful. But then she said she wondered about starting a blog and if she’d have anything to say. Personally, I think she would have something to say, but it made me wonder if I really have anything to say. So I’ve been thinking about that, and not writing the blog for the past week.

So all in all, there was a lot of food for thought going on with the class. One of the comments that my friend Beth made was that the people in the Southern Flames group are all very nice. And it really is a great group of people – one of the reasons I go to all the meetings and enjoy the classes so well. We had an excellent Teaching Assistant who makes very pretty beads – Diane Kovach – and that made the experience even better. The next class I have is with Michael Barley and I am looking forward to that class as well.

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